【我的故事】《舞台 The Stage》|林颖昭 Amelin |

那个女人自信饱满，只能这样说。今天她要参加歌唱大赛，只见赛场门口门庭若市，已有许多参赛者抵达现场，还有许多一并被带来加油打气的亲戚朋友们。可是这个女人竟然没有带一个人陪着她。在人群中，你可以轻易地见着她。因为她十分漂亮，十分迷人，胸口里跳动着一颗坚硬与不动摇的心脏。嘴角还微微上扬，像做梦的神情。她一点都不在乎，因为她把整颗心都放到这里来了。她明白这两种心情都源自于同一个地方，是一样的。 

她有一头全粉红色的头发，天生的，那粉红十分的耀人眼目的荧光色。但别人也不会介意，反正每个人看见了都会以为她去染了头发。只不过他人会不仅在想那个女人发质为何如此良好，染了头发还会看起来那么滋润与亮滑。她皮肤如此优秀，没有化妆却像化了妆。甜蜜美色的杏仁褐色的皮肤透着光，还有健康的红润。 眼睛单眼皮，眼瞳纯黑色有本事刺穿一个个体的灵魂。嘴唇是个美丽的形状，是让人类想亲吻的形状。 

过了几个小时，比赛终于开始了。那个女人看到眼前的舞台就感觉到眼泪不禁从眼眶流了出来。那个舞台实在是太美了。荧光灯围绕着整个会场旋转，冷气加满量，观众坐满席。她觉得自己是走在梦里了。她就这样幻着幻着地走上了台，唱起一首甜美的歌，也不知为谁而唱。应该比较像是唱着最后一首歌的哪一种态度吧。后来，她也忘了后来发生了什么，是观众汹涌鼓掌吗，是自己得了了冠军吗，还是自己根本没有走上那个舞台呢？ 

痴痴醒过来了，她在做梦里圆梦了，如果她还可以再活一次，那活那个梦肯定是她最想要的。她什么都不记得了，什么都感觉不到了。的确，今天是她的死期。这样也倒好。她去就这样迷失在那个亮丽的舞台中央，永远。就是痴痴。 

You should just admit that the woman looked extraordinarily full of confidence. She was walking alone between the density of the crowd. She didn’t bring along any supporters. It was such a prominent scene that she seemed to be secluded her from the rest of participants. While all the others rivals were petrified with the emotions of fear and anxiety, and surrounded by incessant motivational boost of encouragements, she seemed indifferently casual with a tint of dreamy smile on her face. She was excessively elegant with a desperate and firm heart thumping away in her heart. She didn't care because she had cared too much. She understood that both aspects are the same. 

She had a head of sleek pink hair, she didn’t dye it but had had it since she was born . In this level of age, no one would question her anymore. They would deduce that this breathtakingly charming girl had visited a professional saloon perhaps and had gotten herself such a shockingly satisfied result. Her almond-color skin was of high esteem. Although she didn’t put on any chemically commercially make-up products, her skin looked as dashingly radiant and well competing with the fellow acquaintances all around her who had put on massive amount of powder and cream. Her typical Chinese single eyelid eyes embed a pair of ink black eyeballs who can penetrate one's soul and take one breath's away. Her lips a shape of wonder to human being, a shape that conjures people towards it. 

After some hours, the competition had finally begun.  All the props and lights and mikes had been put to places and the area was full of air conditioner. The seats were crowding with maximum possible spectators. And her time has come. She could see herself walking slowly towards the big shining stage, steps by steps to the top and then she sang with an angelic voice like coming from the heaven. She wouldn’t understand who is she singing to, to herself or to the people watching at her now. She wouldn’t realize if she is a participant or not. She also didn’t know if she had been on stage or not. But it is okay with her, she is grateful and happy. She had made it finally, she had met her destiny just like that.  

Then Chichi woke up in a white room, she had made an excellent dream and her dream had come true. If she had been given one more chance to live, she knew that the dream was what she would be chasing after. She didn’t really remember what had happened, but she is not bewildered at the same time. Drifting in and out of something and something, she didn’t really feel anything at all, her body had probably best explained to be oxygen. Good for her, she had finally reached a place she all along wanted to be, and she will never leave that stage again.   

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