NEED LOVE
Tossing back and forth on my bed, few hours had passed since my normal bedtime, I just couldn't fall asleep. My mind kept racing. I needed a change, that's what I told myself because time is running out. I cannot tolerate my mind functioning in an automatic way, just letting every single emotion and subconscious to take over me. So I needed a change, or another way to put it, I needed myself to get ready for a change. I fell in love with a boy lately. I hadn't realised it until the reality hits me when I couldn't help thinking about him every single second. I hope to fell in love with someone, be in a relationship with someone, it would be best if it was the boy. But part of me were scared, it was like the immune system attacking the virus, as if every boys I fell in love with would become the virus in no time. Then my poor mind would search for a thousand reasons about why it wouldn't be the right choice, why he wouldn't be the right match for me. Fight bega...