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 我最近很少写了，因为通常写了也无事于补，不能解决问题。但是偶尔想想还是必须写，因为一个部落格不能如此消失，它的存在是让人快乐的，就像把剩下的那个单纯的自己留在一个安全的世界。 不知为何，往往到了深夜，或看了好几小时的剧，心情顿时豁达放松了，好像所有的看不开都能看开。我对自己讲过，如果能活在梦里，最好，而我只想活在梦里，因为梦都是美好而快乐的。我也一直祈祷自己的快乐能够持久，因为一刻的幸福是最宝贵的，是我认为世界上最珍贵的礼物。 如果文字不是抒发情感的工具，那它该如何用？ 我最爱的作家，我最爱的书，都写满了感性的话，都是情感色彩丰富的故事。奇幻，世间百态的故事情节带我游走幻想之中。 啊，让我在睡前，再许个愿。愿我的眼睛看生活如小说，有美丽的光芒。愿我的心轻盈，可以飞舞在琐碎的小事之间。愿我放下对所有人的怨恨，只为自己而活，只忠于自己的快乐。愿我成长，同时成为一个让自己骄傲的成熟女人。愿我待人处事都把自己当个外人。

Finally Had My Own Bedroom I love this house. I love its tiles. I love its walls. I love its bed. I love its view. I love its bathroom. I love its sofa. I love its living room. I love its space. Now I’m moving in and there’s a story to tell. Well, it is my father’s apartment. My father brought it because it is right beside the MRT station and it has good market value. The apartment was designed by my big sister Angel and I had the chance to participate little of the renovation process. I got to pick the sofa and the bed with her, and some of the cupboards and coffee tables. So I have familiarity of it all when it was done and curiously feeling kind of proud.  It was meant to be Airbnb and it was once a while ago before the pandemic. Now people are short on money and the apartment has been vacant for some time. A few days before, like everybody else in the world, me and my family were celebrating new year’s eve in the apartment, chilling out and enjoying the holiday. The hou...