Living Another Day
February 2020
Even I am ordinary, even I still seemed like a failure today, I want to thank myself for living another day.
Living is purely important, because by living that means there may still be a chance in the future. Maybe until now I still have nothing much to show people of how well I'm doing, I have found a way to live peacefully with my inner self.
I am proud to sit on the sofa and watch Korean dramas without having unreasonable guilt. I found myself enjoying time with mother, father, brother, sisters and brother-in-law. Well, that is a good news.
Even though I keep distance with some of the friends and cousins, I never feel this close and safe among my own family. I want to celebrate because I'm able to step down from my high expectancy of doing everything perfectly.
I want to forgive myself for being too harsh on myself. I know that even if I am different from other people, I am still a good person. There is nothing to be proud for being different, but there's a hard fact over there.