Hope
You feel hope in what you do, in that moment. When you are doing it, you feel amazing and impossible, almost like a movie. Your heart starts to pound again, and you can look forward to the days after.
The feeling is refreshing, light and filled with laughter, and I think that is why all the good things must exist in the first place. They are true, and they are the purpose of why we live. We are supposed to live a good life, a meaningful one, a hopeful one, a happy one, just like a movie.
When we are around other people, they are not bringing us down, while they build us higher, and bring us to a higher place, to see the further view. We cherish each other in the moment, we hang out with each other. We are not there to suspect and blame, we are there to understand each other a little bit more and try to love what other people are loving.
The moment is great, when we realise there are much worse tortures than our current life. People in pain and agony bring us to realise there are things we must cherish now. There are reasons for us to feel happiness in the moment, because we haven't loss one of the important things.
It becomes the aim of our lives, to help other people, to give other people happier moments to enjoy. It is a blessing to spread hope while not shadowing it in suspicion.
This is the greatest state that I can imagine living my life, my everyday life, which pass by every seconds, slowly vanishing and shortening.
I am blessed that I can sleep every night soundly. I believe that it is a good sign.